Found this and did LMFAO!!!! (just like me)
http://www.greatmarmot.org/bear_gallery.html
bear-ing it since 72
bear-ing it since 72
Monday, 20 February 2012
Monday, 13 February 2012
Gritted teeth....
I fell into hell,
I stood up with gritted teeth,
I walked in pain to its hot burning heart,
Where I met the devil,
He stood tall, with his evil smile of pain,
I looked deep into his dark soul,
And shook his dark clawed hand,
I then walked out of hell,
Only to look back into its fiery depths,
Only to see those behind me,
Fall in the same place as i did.....
I stood up with gritted teeth,
I walked in pain to its hot burning heart,
Where I met the devil,
He stood tall, with his evil smile of pain,
I looked deep into his dark soul,
And shook his dark clawed hand,
I then walked out of hell,
Only to look back into its fiery depths,
Only to see those behind me,
Fall in the same place as i did.....
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
Saturday, 4 February 2012
brrrrrrrrrrr.....
At last the snow finally came after days and days of wondering if it would turn up but in a way im glad i'm hibernating but the snow looks so inviting.....
Friday, 3 February 2012
Brain freeze...
Woke up this morning around 4am to the news that the UK is going to enter or already in another recession. A double dip, which i thought was coming because its going to take a while for the UK to come out of its battered state. However its been said that we will contract by maybe 1% but with all predictions theres always a swing of 1% either way. So maybe in 2013 we should see some growth, what i understand is going to be a 2% increase, which means nothing to me but been in growth is the most important thing here.
So unemployment will no doubt increase again this year, which will be no good for the UK but it will be no good for me either as i need work. Circumstance put me in this position and i think circumstance is going to get me out of this. Had about three rejections today by email, so at least i know there are people looking at my applications and CV. Because since January, thats when i started looking i think out of 80 or 90 jobs i applied for only maybe 9 have got back to me. But 2 out of all of them were telephone interviews and 1 was a interview, so i think i have not done to bad.
The weather is bitterly cold today and already im chilly. Sleeping downstairs is no fun its cold and i miss my bed. But never mind ill be better one day to go back to my bed and when i do....im going to sleeeeeeeeep!!! So today im on missions that need doing. So out in the cold, on a economically bright bleak day, i go to get some tradtional british brain freeeeeeeze!...brrrr....
So unemployment will no doubt increase again this year, which will be no good for the UK but it will be no good for me either as i need work. Circumstance put me in this position and i think circumstance is going to get me out of this. Had about three rejections today by email, so at least i know there are people looking at my applications and CV. Because since January, thats when i started looking i think out of 80 or 90 jobs i applied for only maybe 9 have got back to me. But 2 out of all of them were telephone interviews and 1 was a interview, so i think i have not done to bad.
The weather is bitterly cold today and already im chilly. Sleeping downstairs is no fun its cold and i miss my bed. But never mind ill be better one day to go back to my bed and when i do....im going to sleeeeeeeeep!!! So today im on missions that need doing. So out in the cold, on a economically bright bleak day, i go to get some tradtional british brain freeeeeeeze!...brrrr....
Thursday, 2 February 2012
Spent today daydreaming....
the first day in a very long time.....
Life changes so much and so quickly that sometimes you get caught out by suprise. The rollar coaster of life is sometimes fast and when you blink you end up missing the small glimpses or those precious moments that only last for a split second merely in a moment in space. Those moments can be anything from catching a smile from a beautiful sexy stranger to a cat sitting on your window ledge looking in with that expression of 'im so cute and you know it,...if i yawn really cutely and lick clean my whiskers...i know your going to feed me, nomnomnomnom'. And then the look of disappoint and disapproval when you dont...
Today i spent the day daydreaming and i woke up that way, i didnt feel any pain today, my body and head felt as a single unit thinking the same thing....'not today bear'. So the day was spent dreaming of what i need to do and how to go around doing it. It was also spent thinking of how quickly life moves. Days sometimes feel long and sometimes they feel like a grind, some days fly by when your busy but when you stop and look back all the days seem to have flown past as quickly as they came, they went.
The last time i was in dreamland was in school. I remember looking out the window onto the schools playing field and thinking there has to be more to life than this. I had the same thought today and i could see myself looking out that school window and remembering how the chaos of the classroom erupted into a brawl. I can still see the teacher shouting then running out screaming for help. I still remember the fists flying, kicks, punches and the games teachers rushing in and breaking it up. I still remember one of the games teachers shouting at me with anger in his eyes and me thinking i should just hit and put you down but then thinking better of it as he was a big stocky bull of a man and i was just a 17 year old bear looking to go home and roam the summer nights streets later with my school mates.
School for me was good up untill i got into secondary comp, Then my grades dropped and i became a naughty bear. I went from above average to thick in a matter of months. My teens was spent living in a wild and confusing state. Bears youth was one of smoking, drinking, chasing girls, training, fighting, causing trouble and having the lack of vision for the future coupled with no ambition and just wasting my misspent youth cruising around my patch.
For the first time in years i relaxed today, Spent time in a state of mind that we loose as we grow older. Day dreaming is your mind lookin for an escape to a new way of existance. Its also a form of escapsim for your mind a kind of break from its chores of keeping you alive, active, thinking and ready for life's little trip wires.
Each day has to count, each day has to matter in even in a small way. Life is fast its erractic and because of this life can be exciting even if the days are the same, they can be exicitng if we make them that way. But you know even on an adventure theres plenty of slow days but they all lead upto something amazing in the end.
Life changes so much and so quickly that sometimes you get caught out by suprise. The rollar coaster of life is sometimes fast and when you blink you end up missing the small glimpses or those precious moments that only last for a split second merely in a moment in space. Those moments can be anything from catching a smile from a beautiful sexy stranger to a cat sitting on your window ledge looking in with that expression of 'im so cute and you know it,...if i yawn really cutely and lick clean my whiskers...i know your going to feed me, nomnomnomnom'. And then the look of disappoint and disapproval when you dont...
Today i spent the day daydreaming and i woke up that way, i didnt feel any pain today, my body and head felt as a single unit thinking the same thing....'not today bear'. So the day was spent dreaming of what i need to do and how to go around doing it. It was also spent thinking of how quickly life moves. Days sometimes feel long and sometimes they feel like a grind, some days fly by when your busy but when you stop and look back all the days seem to have flown past as quickly as they came, they went.
The last time i was in dreamland was in school. I remember looking out the window onto the schools playing field and thinking there has to be more to life than this. I had the same thought today and i could see myself looking out that school window and remembering how the chaos of the classroom erupted into a brawl. I can still see the teacher shouting then running out screaming for help. I still remember the fists flying, kicks, punches and the games teachers rushing in and breaking it up. I still remember one of the games teachers shouting at me with anger in his eyes and me thinking i should just hit and put you down but then thinking better of it as he was a big stocky bull of a man and i was just a 17 year old bear looking to go home and roam the summer nights streets later with my school mates.
School for me was good up untill i got into secondary comp, Then my grades dropped and i became a naughty bear. I went from above average to thick in a matter of months. My teens was spent living in a wild and confusing state. Bears youth was one of smoking, drinking, chasing girls, training, fighting, causing trouble and having the lack of vision for the future coupled with no ambition and just wasting my misspent youth cruising around my patch.
For the first time in years i relaxed today, Spent time in a state of mind that we loose as we grow older. Day dreaming is your mind lookin for an escape to a new way of existance. Its also a form of escapsim for your mind a kind of break from its chores of keeping you alive, active, thinking and ready for life's little trip wires.
Each day has to count, each day has to matter in even in a small way. Life is fast its erractic and because of this life can be exciting even if the days are the same, they can be exicitng if we make them that way. But you know even on an adventure theres plenty of slow days but they all lead upto something amazing in the end.
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