Thoughts.....

I have been thinking about writing something for awhile but i have been busy. Anyways i was making strides in getting job interviews, even started to do a fitness course, even started to get back into the gym and even started to go out and meet people again. But just when it starts to flow and i feel good.....its all gone to pot....i have ended up straining my Achilles so im broken again and house bound, back on the meds and thinking life sucks!!!!

To be honset i am more upset and down beat about missing the Body Expo 2012, a friends pool night & all the course stuff as well as been stuck in the house again not been able to move. To top things off i went for a job interview, oppsite my old work place, which is 2hrs from me and in some extreme pain. They said NO.....But you know, even thou its been a bad week and things have taken a trip down hill, bears not going to break, bears not going to get down hearted, bears not going to give up. 2012 is still going to be my year, so im growling because i can!!!!!!!!!!!!